You can’t tell I am happy it is Friday, can you? LOL! I found this pic when I was digging for one of those usual “Friday” graphics. This isn’t Razzy. But I be darn, I believe someone stuck a camera in the window and took a pic of her. She is not quite this big yet but the color, is her’s. She is a brat. Right now she is asleep. The minute she wakes up, she has to spend every minute with Momma. I guess this is because she doesn’t remember her real mother at all. At suppertime, my hubby and I eat in the living room. I always sit in the floor because the couch and loveseat are too soft and I have trouble getting up (due to all the metal in the back). I will give Razzy little pieces of whatever I am eating. When she gets through, she jumps up on my shoulder and sits there and plays with my hair while I finish eating. My hubby laughs and shakes his head. He is still wondering how I taught her to do that. I didn’t. Every chance she gets, she is sitting on my shoulders.
Today was suppose to be a good day but it turned out to be a horrible day. Everytime I think about it I want to cry. I have made my mind up, after I get through posting I am going outside and having a good cry. Hubby has been fighting with the unemployment office for three days now. Today he was suppose to go and see about opening a new claim. HA! Nope, nada, no way, a new claim. He came in with the wonderful news and my mouth dropped to the floor. I know my eyes had to start to tear up. I just couldn’t believe it. It has been wondering through my mind what is going to happen to us now? I had a savings account but between unemployment checks, we needed this or that had to be paid and my account is history. Hubby has a small account but it isn’t going to last. We have a house payment, how do you make that with no money? How do you eat? How do you pay the utilities? I am sorry to be such a downer but this is really bothering me. I guess we are in the boat with the 20 million other people in this country now. It is terrible when your government fails you so bad. You can’t blame the current administration but the previous one was a laugh. I always swore I never would talk politics so ignore that last comment. But it upsets you to think you will probably be sleeping in a cardboard box. Times like this I have to remind myself the Goddess will not give you more than you can handle. I will have to put my trust in Her and Goddess knows I need her comfort now. Please pray and light a candle for me. I don’t ask very often but I am now. Please!
I forgot why I decided to post some words today. Unfortunately I had something that was really weighing heavy on my mind.
There are over 1000 posts in the back. I am trying my best to get through them as fast as I can. Those of you that want me to email you, I am sorry I can’t do that. With all the requests I get, it is absolutely impossible to do this. I hope you understand. But with all the comments, I just wanted you to know that I haven’t forgotten you, I am working as fast as I can. Please have patience and I will get to your comment just soon as possible. Thank you for your understanding and patience.