I am speechless. I honestly don’t know what to say. How do you thank someone for saving your life? How do you? From the time I made our first post and had to get off the internet because of the tornado warning, the money came in to purchase the medicine I need to survive. I have always prided myself on being rather calm, laid back and sort of hard hearted. My experiences over the years had made me that way. I would still like to think I am calm and laid back but not heart hearted anymore. You have changed that so very much. When I opened our PayPal account, I couldn’t believe my eyes. I had to take a second look. Then this old witch (I ain’t that old, now) broke down and cried. I have met a lot of people over the years. I don’t believe any of them have ever shown me the love and caring you all have. Most of them want to befriended me then stab me in the back. None of them were friends. In fact, I never really started to know the meaning of friendship till we came here. I have met so many wonderful, loving individuals at this site. You are caring and compassionate and I believe you love to make me cry. There is no way I can ever thank you for what you have done for me this time, you saved my life, literally.
When I opened the PayPal account, I started sobbing. Eleanor and Lynette thought that there was something else wrong with me until they saw what I was looking at. They started crying also. In fact, we all have been crying. You can’t imagine what it is like to be at the edge, thinking your days are numbered and then suddenly being pulled back. It is breath-taking. You have to stop and pinch yourself to make sure it is real. And, oh yes, it is very real. Thank you, thank you, thank you so very much. The feelings I have right now for you are indescribable. I wish I could come to everyone of your houses and give you a great big hug, kiss and tell you, “I love you” in person. Unfortunately, I can’t do that. But I want you to know I love you and I always will. You are my family and what a family you are. I have never been so proud and honored to call anyone brothers, sisters and family as I have all of you.
I guess I clean out that chatroom now and we have that celebration of life and blessing ritual, what’cha say? First though, I would like to honor those who helped me in my most darkest hour. Say a prayer for them, ask the Goddess to bless them and also thank the Goddess they were given the hearts and compassion they have. Know you will always have a very special place in my heart and if there is anything, and I mean anything I can do for you do not hesitate to ask. That’s what family is for.
I didn’t put your last name because of security reason especially since I am the one preaching about security but you know who you are. Thank you so very much. I would also like to thank those who sent prayers, blessings, healing energy and lite candles for me. I don’t know your name, I wish I did. Because it seems like it takes a village to heal a witch these days, lol! I should mention Lynette just flew out of here with the prescription to get the medicine. Pfizer told Eleanor it would take about 3 to 4 weeks to get me on their program. So it looks like you are stuck with me for a bit longer. Thank the Goddess and each of you!
I will be announcing when we are going to have our ritual and celebration. I have to check with Lady Beltane and make sure it doesn’t interfere with any of her plans. Then I will let you know. What a night it will be! Praise the Goddess!
I love you,