Before We Celebrate Beltane Tomorrow Or Tonight, Let’s Clear The Air…..

I am getting ready to take Kade to the Vet. Yes, he is still alive. I called and called to see if I could get him into a Vet earlier but they had no appointments till today. So I have been nursing him and mix every potion I could to keep him alive just to get him to the Vet.

I know I am across the other day like a raving lunatic and I have felt the tension on this site the whole time I have been posting. I know I came across the other day as a total evil, money-hunger witch. Money is one topic that most site owners don’t dare talk to their members about. I have talked to several other owners of sites that are like the WOTC and they all agree with me that it does talk money to operate these sites. Sometimes the members do not realize how much it actually costs and of course, they never mention that at all because they know they would get the same response I got here.

I do not like to lose my temper because I have a very bad temper. But that day I was worried about Kade and when I came on here, I saw three comments which just sent me through the roof. Now I want you to put yourself in my place, pretend the WOTC belongs to you, ok. Now you come on the site and you see three different individuals who make the comment, “how dare you come on this site” and the comments when on to get even nastier after that. How dare I come on to this site, really? These people must have been new or else they didn’t realize who they were making that comment too. It made me very angry and I can guarantee you, those words will haunt them the rest of their lives. That is what started it all and while I was at it, I just let it all pour out. Something I don’t like to do but…. I had a lot on my mind and I really didn’t need three smart-ass people telling me, “how dare I come on my own site.” Now if that wouldn’t upset you, then you aren’t human. It flew all over me and I lost my temper.

I hate I lost my temper because I don’t like to do so. I hurt people’s feelings that I do not mean to hurt. I know the words I said cannot be taken back. What has been said, has been said. I believe in the 10 years we have been on WordPress, I have blew my stack two other times. That is a darn good record for me. There has been times I have bit my tongue and let it slide but this comment,  I couldn’t let go. I did include some other words that I wish I could take back but like I said the words have been spoken and the damage is done.

I believe over the years, you that have been with us for a while, know me. You know what kind of person I really am. I am not one that usually flies off the handle at the drop of a hat. I have learned to control my temper fairly well I think. Maybe I got the wrong impression for these individuals, I don’t know I am still trying figure that one out. I have had numerous people from our past show up here and most of them have been trouble makers from our past. Maybe I had a flash back to those days. Back then it seemed that everyone and their brother wanted to take over the WOTC. Hell, I had one assistant who gave one of those people the password to the Dark Arts Library we had. Seriously, the man knew what kind of trouble this person had caused us and gave him the damn password. Can you imagine that? I couldn’t and I lived through it.

I know some of my actions are due to the past events that have happened to me and the WOTC. I shouldn’t let them reflect now on my actions that I take. But I am worse than an elephant, I never forget and unfortunately I hold grudges. It seems for the first few years, everyone tried to tear us down, It was non-stop, people who you thought were your friends had a knife stuck in your back before you knew what happened. So I guess I am a product of that environment. I always try to keep my guard up to protect the WOTC and myself. I try to keep it up to protect you and provide you with a safe place to come and feel free from the outside world. No pickering, fighting or arguments, boy did I blow that one out of the water. I will be the first to admit it, when I get on a roll I don’t have sense enough to shut-up even though I should.

I hate I said what I said but I can’t take it back. What is done, is done. I know you have hard feelings toward me and all I can ask is that you try to over look my human faults. We all have them, some of us more than others. But while you are thinking it over, I want you to think about one thing. Would you rather be in a group that the owner is ready to fight & protect the site, your beliefs and our ways or would you rather be in one that the owner rolls overs and lets everything slide? I know I said some hurtful words, I can’t ask for your forgiveness because those words are engraved in your heart. But now that you know what set me off, I would ask that you try to over look my faults. There is nothing in this world I would not do for any of you. You have been wonderful to me and the WOTC and I had no right going off like I did.

I know the last time I went off and found myself in this situation, I said the next time I would call those people out by name. I screwed up, I didn’t do that. Next time I will. Yeah right, like I will remember that. But in all seriousness I won’t you to know what set me off and I believe if you were in my shoes, it would have you too.

Those people are gone and I can guarantee you they are paying for what all they had to say. I am an easy going witch till I get crossed and then all heck breaks loose. I had a lot on my plate and those comments and those people did not help the situation at all and I lost my temper. Unfortunately, all of you had to listen to it and your feelings got hurt. I know that because like I said I can feel the tension. I don’t want that feeling here. That is not what the WOTC is about. I know I mentioned leaving the WOTC, like a fool, I played right into those people’s hand. There has been people over the years who have done everything in the book to try to get me to leave the WOTC. I hate to tell them, that will never happen. It was stupid on my part to even say it, I realize that now. I would never ever leave this site. It is my baby. We have survived a lot over the years and I am sure there will be more trials and tribulations to come. I don’t know it seems people do everything they can to destroy something successful. Why? They can stand to see other people succeed at something. Are they jealous? I have never been jealous of anyone. I have always been proud of other’s accomplishments. If people could only be proud of ours, then again that would be a miracle.

Well if I don’t hush and get off of here, I am going to miss our vet’s appointment. I can’t ask for your forgiveness because the words have already done their damage. I can only ask that you over look my faults and remember I am human just like everyone else.

Till tomorrow,

Have a very blessed & magickal Beltane Eve,

Lady of the Abyss

While I Was Posting On Another Site, I Ran Across This Info On Walpurgis Night

This article give you a little more insight into the previous information you were given. Thought you might be interested in learning a little more about Walpurgis Night


Walpurgis Night

Walpurgis Night falls on the evening of April 30. In past times many people feared that witches were especially active on this day and evening (see also Easter Witches). Northern and central European folklore warned that these menacing figures prowled in the twilight dusk, waiting until the dark hours of the night to gather together for a wild feast and frolic. Rumors circulated as to the exact location of this fearsome gathering. Many believed that it might lie on Mount Brocken (Brockenberg), in Germany’s Harz Mountains. On Walpurgis Night people took extra precautions to prevent passing witches from harming their families, homes, and fields. Folk tradition taught that loud noises frightened away witches. Therefore, people rang church bells, slammed doors, hit pots and pans, and cracked whips. They also lit bonfires and torches, raised crosses, and decorated their homes with rosemary and birch boughs, all of which were thought to repel witches. Little remains of these Walpurgis Night beliefs today. In past times, however, they were so common that they inspired the great German writer Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749-1832) to depict a Walpurgis Night witches’ sabbath in his famous play, Faust (1808-32). In the play the devil, who goes by the name of Mephistopheles, takes Faust to this sinister event. In addition, vivid images of a midsummer’s night witches’ festival on Mount Brocken spurred Russian composer Modest Mussorgsky (1839-1881) to write his well-known piece, Night on Bald Mountain (1867), also known as Saint John’s Night on Bare Mountain.


The Scandinavian and German-speaking countries produced most of Europe’s Walpurgis Night witch lore. Nevertheless, in some other European countries the evening was also thought to have an eerie quality about it. In England and Ireland, old folk traditions taught special methods for protecting oneself from witchcraft on this night. Irish lore hinted that the fairies fought one another over the ripening crops on this evening.


Why April 30?

Some folklorists point out that Walpurgis Night falls on the evening before May Day, a day long associated in folklore with the death of winter, the birth of spring, and the celebration of nature. Walpurgis Night itself falls exactly six months from Halloween, another evening associated with uncanny forces and supernatural encounters in European folklore. Some folklorists speculate that in past times people viewed these two dates as turning points in the cycle of the year, and thus as times when the walls dividing the natural and the supernatural worlds waned thin.


Contemporary Customs

In the Czech Republic people still light large bonfires on the evening of April 30. In the old days, people believed that the bonfires protected them from witches. Not only could witches harm people and livestock, but they also caused winter and cold weather to linger on. Czech folklore advised that burning an effigy of a witch – that is, a life-sized dummy made to resemble a witch – hastened the coming of warm weather. Today people no longer fear witches. Nevertheless, the old custom of lighting a May eve bonfire remains. People kindle the flames close to nightfall and sit close beside them, singing songs and roasting sausages in the flames. When it’s dark they toss an ugly effigy of a witch into the flames. In the Czech Republic this oncefearful evening has become an occasion for some outdoor fun.


Swedes still celebrate Walpurgis Night, although contemporary Swedish festivities have little to do with witches. Instead they commemorate the death of winter and the birth of spring. University students, in particular, participate in Walpurgis Night observances, sometimes by gathering for rallies at which a speaker solemnly and formally announces the arrival of spring. In Sweden the lengthening days serve as a better guide to the changing seasons than does the weather. In this far northern land snow may still blanket the ground on April 30. In keeping with ancient traditions, the Swedes continue to light bonfires on this evening, often on hilltops or on mounds. These days, however, the fires aren’t stoked by anxious farmers seeking protection from malicious witchcraft, but rather by young lovers hoping the flames will enhance the spell that attracts them to one another.


Finns celebrate May eve, which they call Vappu, with singing, dancing, and revelry in the streets. In Helsinki students, and former students, wear their traditional white caps for this night of lively street activity and parties. Some may even swim across the moat that surrounds the statue of Havis Amanda in order to adorn her with a cap. On May Day students and workers stage parades.


Finally, Walpurgis Night celebrations have become an important tourist attraction in Germany’s Harz Mountains. In a bid to attract travelers to the region, promoters have stamped the image of the witch on everything from hotel brochures to beer steins. The village of Schierke, located at the foot of Mount Brocken, hosts about six thousand people each year for their Walpurgis Night celebrations. The day begins with a children’s costume parade, in which kindergartners dress as witches and devils. Later that evening people assemble in a local park which takes on the appearance of a fairground, complete with booths selling local crafts, drinks, and foods. Fair-goers enter into the spirit of the event, dressing as witches, goblins, vampires, and valkyries, the magical maiden-warriors from Scandinavian mythology. The evening’s festivities take place around a huge bonfire and include a pantomime play as well as a fireworks display. Rival celebrations take place in other villages of the region.



Most writers state that Walpurgis Night takes its name from the saint whose feast is celebrated on the following day. St. Walburg or Walpurga (c. 710-779) grew up to become a nun and, upon the invitation of her brother, Willibald, bishop of Eichstätt (700-787), took up the post of abbess of Heidenhem, near Nuremberg, Germany. She died on February 25, 779, but on May 1, 870, religious authorities transferred her remains to Eichstätt, where a church had been built in her name. Her feast day is celebrated on May 1 in honor of this event. Walpurga is the patroness of the diocese of Eichstätt and also the city of Antwerp, Belgium. Folk belief has credited her with the power to ward off magical harms as well as the ability to protect the harvest.


A few writers suggest instead that a little-known minor deity, also known as Walpurga, gave her name to the mythical festival of witches on Mount Brocken. According to local folklore Walpurga, who was associated with the woods and springtime, could tell the future with her three-cornered mirror and carried a magical spindle and thread. These attributes may signify her to be a variant of Holde, or Frau Holle, another, more popular German goddess. According to one tale the Wild Hunt, a troop of ghostly figures that rides the night skies during winter, chased Walpurga during the last nine nights before May Day. Walpurga sought protection from mortals during these nights, often entering the homes of kindly villagers through a window thoughtfully left open. Like Holda, Walpurga was believed to reward those who helped her.


Further Reading

Blackburn, Bonnie, and Leofranc Holford-Strevens. The Oxford Companion to the Year. Oxford, England: Oxford University Press, 1999. Casanova, Gertrude. “Walburga, St.” In Charles G. Herbermann et al., eds. The Catholic Encyclopedia. New York: Appleton, 1913. Available online at: Frazer, James George. The New Golden Bough. Theodor H. Gaster, ed. New York: S. G. Phillips, 1959. Griffin, Robert H., and Ann H. Shurgin, eds. The Folklore of World Holidays. Second edition. Detroit, MI: Gale Research, 1999. Harvey, Steenie. “Season of the Witch.” The World and I 16, 4 (April 2001): 260. Henderson, Helene, and Sue Ellen Thompson, eds. Holidays, Festivals, and Celebrations of the World Dictionary. Second edition. Detroit, MI: Omnigraphics, 1997. Ince, Sarah. The Magical Year. Richmond, VA: Time-Life Books, 1992. Nollen, Tim. Festivals of the World: Czech Republic. Milwaukee, WI: Gareth Stevens, 1999.

Web Sites

This web page, part of German instructor Robert J. Shea’s site on German folk customs, offers additional Walpurgis Night folklore: . com/shea/germusa/walpurgi.htm

Another informative page on St. Walpurga, sponsored by Catholic Community Forum

Your Ogham Reading for the Week of April 29th

Your Ogham Reading for the Week of April 29th



The third letter of the Ogham alphabet is Fearn it means alder-tree. Alder-bark has been used by many cultures to treat various health problems and disorders, everything from insect bites to tuberculosis. Alder is a very water resistant hardwood and is often used in foundations where water is present. The key points to remember with alder are confidence, shielding, guidance, and standing up to ones enemies. Just as water stands no chance against alder, your enemies are at a loss when you have the protection of the alder.

Fortune – Drawing this Ogham is a sign to remain true to yourself and resist all temptation!




The Celts often believed the hawthorn to be a portal to the Otherworld. The hawthorn is a hardy plant commonly used for hedges and great firewood. It can even be an invasive species at times. The key points to remember with the letter Huathe are obstacles, walls, and obstructions. Its ability to form a natural wall gives the diviner an idea in what this symbol can mean to them and their lives.

Fortune – To overcome obstacles and walls you must make a personal sacrifice, to gain we must lose something of ourselves!




The beauty of heather flowers is one reason it is associated with the Irish Goddess of love, fertility, and new growth. Be happy when you draw this letter because it denotes love, companionship, and passion. Whether it will be a new love or an old love rekindled, Ura is a powerful symbol and one that may bring great luck in your love life.

Fortune – This Ogham deals in matters of Love. Whether it is new love or rekindling of old love, enjoy the peace and love that comes with Ura!


Shuffling the Cards, Your Influences for the Week of April 29th

Your Influences for the Week of April 29th


Tarot Influence

The Sun Reversed

The outcome of future plans is nebulous. Trouble with relationships and work is very possible.











Astrological Influence

Aquarius Reversed

This card signifies the closing of both heart and mind, which leads to stagnation.











Element Influence

Water Reversed

Water reversed denotes secrets to which you are not privy. Approach all ventures

Your Daily Rune & Witches Rune for April 30th

Your Daily Rune for April 30


What is higher than the self is the Self become Higher.”

Tiwaz – “Tea-waz” – Literally: “The god, Tyr” – Esoteric: Justice, Sacrifice

Rune of the balance and justice ruled from a higher rationality. The rune of sacrifice of the individual (self) for well-being of the whole (society).

Psi: spiritual warrior, honour, righteousness

Energy: sovereign order, sacrifice, right decision making

Mundane: the rule of law, fairness, peace keeping

Divinations: faith, loyalty, justice, rationality, self-sacrifice, analysis, victory, honesty, even-handedness; or mental paralysis, over analysis, over-sacrifice, injustice, imbalance, defeat, tyranny.

Obtaining just victory and success in battle, litigation or legal matters
Building spiritual will and development of sound judgement
Develops the power of positive self-sacrifice
Develops the “force of faith” in magic and religion


Your Daily Witches Rune for April 30

The Blank Rune

Meaning: This is a rune of difficulty and negative influences will rule your life for a time, but as all difficulties are a learning experience it will lead to improved personal perspective and progress on your life’s path. Always consult the surrounding runes with this stone. If it lies with a positive stone, it indicates that the pain of this experience will lead to a beneficial change in circumstances.


Your Daily Tarot Cards for Tuesday, April 30th

Your Daily Tarot Cards for Tuesday, April 30th

Your Daily Tarot Card for Today is Strength

Keywords: inner strength, vision, self control!

Astrological Correspondence: Leo

The Strength card, depicting a gracious queen-like figure and a wild lion, shows that real strength has to be combined with graciousness and gentleness to become a force. It symbolizes inner strength, determination to overcome obstacles, self-knowledge and self-discipline, as only when we know ourselves and act in a responsible manner will we be able to deal with challenging situations and overcome difficulties successfully. Yet this card not only represents physical strength; moral and emotional strength are also included in the meaning. Patience, compassion, dealing with frustration, accepting of others, and tolerating imperfection (in oneself and in others) all leads to being a complete person. The negative qualities of Strength include misuse of power, aggressiveness, and intolerance.


Your Daily Tarot Love Card for April 30th is The Hermit










The reversed Hermit asks you to think about whether you miss appropriate partnerships because you place yourself in inappropriate relationships. Mismatched relationships represent little common ground, but they often become battlegrounds. When we are lonely, we are more likely to make poor love choices. If you are in a union, do you feel lonely and misunderstood? It is time to correct that situation. Talk about it with your partner.

Your Tarot Power Card for Today is Strength









You have always been a strong person, as would quickly be seconded by your friends and family. However, strength without control is meaningless. Your biggest enemy is not drive, but direction. If you forget what is truly important in your life, such as love and faith, then you can find yourself using brute strength to get through the day just scraping by at work and in your relationships. Be aware of how your efforts align with your values in life.

Your Daily Career Tarot Card for Today is The Star










When you get the Star card in a reading, you can look forward to a time of rest and rejuvenation in regard to your work and career. You may have the opportunity now to take a vacation or, at the very least, you can get a break from your regular routine. Take full advantage of this time, soaking up whatever healing, nourishing, and enlivening opportunities come your way.

Get A Jump On Tomorrow, Your Daily Horoscopes for Wednesday, May 1, Beltane

Moon Alert

After 7 AM EDT today (4 AM PDT) we have the “all clear” to shop and do business. The Moon is in Aries.

Aries (March 21-April 19)

The Moon is in your sign today, tomorrow and part of Friday, which gives you a great need to belong and relate to others. Your emotional sensors will be strong, making you more sensitive to the feelings and moods around you. However, you will be emotionally demanding as well as giving.

Taurus (April 20-May 20)

In the next few days, the Moon is hidden in your chart, which likewise makes you want to withdraw from others and seek solitude. You’re not being antisocial. It’s just that you prefer your own company. Today and tomorrow are excellent times for mystical, spiritual activities.

Gemini (May 21-June 20)

Your emotional contact with friends will be important to you today and tomorrow. In fact, you will feel more protective and supportive to friends. In turn, you want to know that you are important to them. (“Am I still your bestie?”)

Cancer (June 21-July 22)

For today, tomorrow and part of Friday, the Moon is at the very top of your chart. This is the only time all month this occurs and when it does, among other things, it’s an indication that personal details about your private life are public. (Yikes!) Do you need to do some damage control?

Leo (July 23-Aug. 22)

For the next three days, you want to expand your horizons! You want to study, learn more and be with people from different backgrounds. If possible, you want to travel and be stimulated by fresh, different environments. You want to feel like you’re getting more out of life! (And why not?)

Virgo (Aug. 23-Sept. 22)

You will feel more passionately about certain issues today, tomorrow and Friday. Your emotional experiences will be more intense than usual. In particular, you will have definite ideas about shared property, wills, inheritances and insurance matters.

Libra (Sept. 23-Oct. 22)

The Moon will be opposite your sign today, tomorrow and most of Friday. This focuses your attention to your most personal relationships and partnerships. These people will be more important to you than usual. If you have conflict with them, it will be more emotional. Be loving and stay chill.

Scorpio (Oct. 23-Nov. 21)

Until Friday, you might be involved in something where you have to work on behalf of others. You might have to care for someone or put your own needs second because someone else needs your attention. Oh well, this happens sometimes. No biggie.

Sagittarius (Nov. 22-Dec. 21)

You can’t hide your feelings from others today, tomorrow and Friday because you’ll be wearing your heart on your sleeve. Romance will be exciting and emotional. You’ll feel particularly protective and nurturing to loved ones, especially children.

Capricorn (Dec. 22-Jan. 19)

Today, tomorrow and Friday you might prefer to cocoon at home or seek the privacy of your inner world. Ideally, you will enjoy a relaxing, pleasant time at home. A conversation with a female family member could be significant. Take time to reflect.

Aquarius (Jan. 20-Feb. 18)

Conversations with siblings, relatives and daily contacts will be important today, tomorrow and Friday because certain issues matter to you. You want to get right down to business and talk about what concerns you; and you don’t want anyone to dodge matters or hide. It’s cards-on-the-table time!

Pisces (Feb. 19-March 20)

You will feel more possessive about something that you own this week, which is why you don’t want to lend things to others. That’s because you will identify with your possessions today, tomorrow and Friday. It’s also why it will please you to take care of them. “My precious!”

If Your Birthday Is Today

Actress Kerry Bishe (1984) shares your birthday today. You have a sense of authority that makes you a natural leader. This year you are winding up things you began nine years ago. It’s time to leave behind heavy burdens and move to something new and lighter. Start to identify what is no longer relevant in your life. You are lightening your load to get ready for new beginnings



Born on April 30, Happy Birthday Taurus!

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Taurus!


IF YOU ARE BORN ON APRIL 30, you have marvelous communication skills. Your birthday characteristics show that you possess a charm that is warm and calming to others. You are funny, appreciative and like to play on words.

Basically, the April 30 birthday personality are mature individuals who are hesitant when it comes to matters of heart. You are likely a free spirit who can be stubborn and very protective of your freedom.If today is your birthday, more than likely you are a gambler. You take risks that others would not. You do things at your own pace and make your own choices. As a child, you may have had responsibilities that make you the person you are today.

The 30th April birthday horoscope predicts that you love home activities and it shows in your lavish surroundings. No matter what area of occupation you decide is yours, Taurus, you will do extremely well.

What your birthday says about you is that you are close to your family and choose friends. You may experience moodiness at certain times but your friends are there to help you through.

The relationship between this Taurus birthday person and immediate family members are influenced by a history of disciplinarians. As a Taurus, you may enjoy being a parent. You would certainly be an understanding one.

Love, to one who is born on April 30, has a priority rating. Romance, you believe, is very important to a partnership as it provides a certain mystical feel. One cannot get enough of the emotional highs this can bring to the relationship.

The April 30th zodiac birthday person would prefer to commit to a person who shares the same interest. You like to share your goals and dreams with the person you love and have all intentions of living a life worth dreaming about.

The 30 April birthday astrology analysis shows that you are hard-working individuals who do not like admitting defeat. You may not want to bend or compromise in certain situations. However, the result could be a nice early retirement package. It is very possible that you will eventually end up successful without much effort.

Your ideal occupation is one in which you travel and offers an unbeatable financial incentive. Those of you born on April 30 have the potential for greatness. You have incredible talents for flipping money. Your instincts never fail you.

The April 30 birthday personality also have a tendency to go overboard. You are prone to overeat or dink too much. Those things should be done in moderation if at all. As far as alcohol is concerned, there are different rules for the genders. It does not take as much liquor to affect a woman’s liver as it does a man’s liver.

Come on… get off the couch and make an appointment to see your doctor. You cannot look your best if you do not feel good. You cannot be lazy when it comes to your health, either. Do some outdoor activities like touch football or one on one basketball to stay toned and at a comfortable weight and size.

The 30 April birthday meanings also show that you are more likely a risk taker. You are your own person who is close to friends and family. You love a good prank and home life. These Taurus born people are intuitive and have good luck with money.

Take care and proceed with caution if you use alcohol or any other artificial means of dealing with problems. This is not healthy certainly, and you should not gamble with your precious life. Get going in a positive direction. Get out and do something.

Famous People And Celebrities Born On April 30

Eve Arden, Queen Juliana, Kunal Nayyar, Cloris Leachman, Isiah Thomas, Bobby Vee

This Day That Year – April 30 In History

1492 – Jews are not allowed in Spain.
1563 – Jews are forced out of France.
1857 – San Jose CA establishes San Jose State University.
1861 – Federal troops pulled out of Indian Territory; an order by Pres Lincoln.
1904 – Someone enjoys the first ice cream cone ever.

April 30  Vrishabha Rashi (Vedic Moon Sign)
April 30  Chinese Zodiac SNAKE

April 30 Birthday Planet

Your ruling planet is Venus that symbolizes how much you are ready to spend on your pleasures and desires.

April 30 Birthday Symbol

The Bull Is The Symbol For The Taurus Zodiac Sign

April 30 Birthday Tarot Card

Your Birth Day Tarot Card is The Empress. This card stands for reassurance, love, sexuality, and knowledge. The Minor Arcana cards are Five of Pentacles and Knight of Pentacles

April 30 Birthday Compatibility

You are most compatible with people born under Zodiac Sign ScorpioThis can be a rewarding relationship.
You are not compatible with people born under Zodiac Sign Leo: This relationship is highly emotional and obstinate.

April 30 Lucky Numbers

Number 3 – This number stands for creativity, sensitivity, imagination, and communication.
Number 7 – This is a number of analytical thinking, secrecy, eccentricity and spiritual awareness.

Lucky Color For April 30 Birthday

Blue: This is a refreshing color that symbolizes interaction, relaxation, expression, and devotion.
Indigo: This is a color of intuition, wisdom, wealth and perception.

Lucky Days For April 30 Birthday

Friday – This day ruled by Venus stands for peace, joy, and happiness in relationships.
Thursday – This day is ruled by Jupiter and is a good day to be more productive and thus attract good fortune.

April 30 Birthstone Emerald

Emerald gemstones are said to bring mental peace, spiritual healing and foretell the future.

Ideal Zodiac Birthday Gifts For People Born On The 30th Of April:

A reclining chair for the man and a beautiful evening clutch for the woman.



Your Daily Horoscopes for Tuesday, April 30th

Moon Alert

Until 5:30 PM today (2:30 PM PDT) we have the all clear to shop and make big decisions. The Moon is in Pisces.

Aries (March 21-April 19)

This is a tricky day. Mercury is in your sign dancing with your ruler fiery Mars, which makes you mentally active and diligent. You want to take over and direct things plus you have something to say! However, there is a Moon Alert today. Caution!

Taurus (April 20-May 20)

This is a wonderful day to do research because you are mentally eager plus you are persistent. You will keep looking for whatever you seek until you find it. Furthermore, you’ll be imaginative and original in how you proceed. Bravo!

Gemini (May 21-June 20)

This is a lively day! You will enjoy talking to others, especially friends and groups. In fact, you will be quick to take the helm and express your opinions to others because you have something to say. However, note the Moon Alert (see above). Don’t go out on a limb.

Cancer (June 21-July 22)

You will be convincing talking to bosses, parents and VIPs today – this includes the police. Others will listen to you because you speak with authority and passion. Nevertheless, be aware of the limitations of the Moon Alert today to avoid egg on your face. (Ketchup helps.)

Leo (July 23-Aug. 22)

This is a fabulous day to study something because you have lots of mental energy. You might teach others or persuade someone to see your point of view whether it’s academic, political, religious or related to anything close to your heart. You also want to travel. (Check Moon Alert.)

Virgo (Aug. 23-Sept. 22)

You’ll have no trouble stating your case to defend your fair share of something today or settle a dispute about shared property. Nevertheless, do not make important decisions during the Moon Alert. (These time restrictions are mentioned above.)

Libra (Sept. 23-Oct. 22)

Some people might think that you are spoiling for a fight today and perhaps you are? One thing is certain; you have lots of mental energy to engage in debates with others. Small wonder that you attract people to you who are ready to argue! “Mrs. Hudson, the game is on!”

Scorpio (Oct. 23-Nov. 21)

You will achieve a lot at work today, especially in the morning, because you are mentally vigourous. You will be aggressive in getting others to help you or convincing them to get out of your way. Nevertheless, during the Moon Alert (see above) avoid important decisions. Be smart.

Sagittarius (Nov. 22-Dec. 21)

This is a wild marvellous, creative day for you! You’re full of creative, original ideas and will make a wonderful contribution to any artistic project with which you are involved. You will be effective teaching children. Likewise, you will be lightening quick in sports. Enjoy this day!

Capricorn (Dec. 22-Jan. 19)

When it comes to home and domestic matters today, you are determined. In family discussions, you will insist on having your say. This determination might lead to an ambitious project related to home repairs. If shopping today, heed the restrictions of the Moon Alert. (See above.)

Aquarius (Jan. 20-Feb. 18)

You are mentally alert and ready for a busy day! Short trips, visits and dynamic conversations will keep you hopping. However, depending on your time zone, this afternoon is a poor time for shopping and important decisions. Check Moon Alert above.

Pisces (Feb. 19-March 20)

You are confident about financial matters today and ready to initiate certain plans. You will convince others that you’re right. Nevertheless, be aware of the restrictions of the Moon Alert (see above) to avoid doing anything that you later regret. Stay informed.

If Your Birthday Is Today

Actress Gal Godot (1985 ) shares your birthday today. You are hard-working and courageous. You truly appreciate beauty. You are persistent and sometimes stubborn. Now is the time to clarify future goals because you are entering a year of exciting changes and new beginnings! Start to define what you want for yourself in the next several years. Be pro-active! This year you will feel physically energetic.






Saturn returned to its home sign Capricorn on December 20, 2017, where it will stay until 2020.

Saturn in Capricorn is about the duties and privileges—as well as the privilege of duty—that we face in an area of life. During this transit, we may be slowly stretched to inhabit a more mature, rounded understanding of this part of our chart.

Inevitably, this may include meeting our personal limits, re-negotiating boundaries, or facing stiff denials. Seriousness and steadfastness are the order of the day, while any residual immaturity or desire to shirk off our responsibilities will be meet with stern rebukes during Saturn’s transit in Capricorn.

Although the lessons often feel harsh with Saturn and his transits (some even refer to him as the ‘Lord of Karma’), ultimately, he is a fair teacher.

Relatedly, Saturn retrograde transits are excellent periods for assessing our progress. Saturn’s pressurizing manner is generally less intense during its retrograde transits; with some of the heat off, we may feel more enabled to face the challenges of these transits with new eyes.

Saturn retrograde in Capricorn may have all of us particularly focused on meeting exacting standards and acting with integrity.


These Saturn retrograde insights can be read for both your sun and ascendant sign.

Aries (and Aries Rising)
Get ready for your close-up: with Saturn transiting your tenth house of careers, honors, and reputation, you’ll be under pressure to put your best foot forward. As part of this transit, you may also put a foot wrong (or two) and learn some much-needed lessons about taking the slow, baby steps towards your goals that Aries usually attempts to sidestep.

With time the result will be an inner peace which blooms from within only when we act with integrity. During Saturn’s retrograde in Capricorn, take time to meet with your brand management, even if that’s just a party of one, to set out an action plan that will make the angels weep. Visualize where you want to be in two years’ time; work backward from there.

Taurus (and Taurus Rising)
If you have any designs on higher-minded pursuits, now is your moment. Saturn transiting the ninth house of your chart, a lofty, otherworldly place filled with dreams and visions, foreign travel and higher education, may nudge you toward taking journeys of soul and spirit. For some, that may mean returning to school; others may find themselves taking a pew or studying the stars.

As part of this process, you may hit the wall with different systems of beliefs or be pushed to walk your spiritual talk. Either way, you’re in for a trip. During the Saturn retrograde in Capricorn, you may take yourself on an internal trek to meditate on where you want all this wandering to lead. Focus on only the beliefs that continue to serve you, and feel free to cut cords with any which are past their sell-by date.

Gemini (and Gemini Rising)
Just when you thought you were off the hook, Saturn entered your eighth house of death, shared resources, and financial obligations. True, too, that this part of the chart holds some of our darkest demons. Fear not, however: Saturn’s transit here will help you both rationalize your fears and ration your riches.

Part of this transit may involve mucking into how power is divvied up; this may involve managing inheritances, investments, or spending increased time with your tax accountant. When Saturn retrogrades in Capricorn, you’ll have ample opportunity to revisit the financial structures underpinning your partnerships. Money being a close cousin of control, you also may end up exploring how these two concepts intertwine within your psyche.

Cancer (and Cancer Rising)
As Saturn transits your seventh house of partners in business and marriage, take heart in remembering that even Bey has had marital hiccups (remember that elevator? that bat??). Part of Saturn’s presence in this delicate part of your chart might entail getting seriously committed – putting a ring on it, for example – but for other folks, Saturn’s entry here may make us say sayonara to that special someone. Before you make a hasty exit, though, try a little patience: Saturn’s not trying to ruin your love life, he’s only aiming to inject it with a dose of reality.

The Saturn retrograde in Capricorn is an opportune moment to reflect on the level of responsibility you bring to relationships. Too much, and we feel burdened, too little, and our partners feel neglected. Somewhere in the middle, à la Goldilocks, things are just right; use the retrograde period to find that happy, healthy medium.

Leo (and Leo Rising)
Leo’s natural affinity for integrity will come in handy as you tussle with Saturn inhabiting one of the less pleasant parts of your chart: the sixth house of health (or lack of it), routine, and service. Positively, Saturn here may force us to face up to our health and make necessary adjustments, all the better, of course, if you can aim to make such changes voluntarily and not only when your hand is being forced. There may also be a need to chop wood, carry water in pursuit of honing your skills.

During the Saturn retrograde in Capricorn, you may be reminded that wellbeing won’t be attained by one-off juice fasts or gimmicky short-cuts; real health is the balance of body and mind, brought about only by small, incremental actions made on the daily. Health challenges, if any exist, may relent during this period, giving you an opportunity to investigate their source more deeply.

Virgo (and Virgo Rising)
Saturn is currently in your fifth house, which encapsulates all pleasures of the fleshly body, whether that be via romance, children, or retail therapy. Saturn here may very well constrain our access to the kinds of indulgent feel-goods associated with the fifth house, but he’s just as likely to bring us into better, healthier relationship with them, too.

If our boundaries to lovers or luxuries have kept us in a state of disarray, Saturn will ensure that we find a way to enjoy ourselves without devolving into destructive habits. You’ll likely be on board with this agenda, seeing as Virgo loves nothing more than self-improvement. Use the time of Saturn’s retrograde in Capricorn to discern – one of your many talents – where the boundaries currently sit, and where they really ought to lie. If any rifts with lovers exist, the retrograde transit will supply you with the time and tone for righting the ship.

Libra (and Libra Rising)
With Saturn newly in your fourth house of family, childhood home and houses, there may be a dearth of new responsibilities cropping up amongst you and yours. Some of you may be focused on buying, renovating, or even downsizing a home (Saturn loves a contraction!), while others may head back to the mothership to take care of family matters.

Recent transits instilled you with a growing sense of who you are and what you deserve; the Saturn retrograde in Capricorn is the perfect time to bring that rhetoric home to roost. Faced with a shifting foundation in-house or home, as well as added responsibilities, reviewing your boundaries with family may become all-important. Use this time wisely to meditate on how you can best support your loved ones without losing the plot.

Scorpio (and Scorpio Rising)
Grab your pen, Scorpio, it’s time to start taking notes: Saturn in the third house may have you writing, speaking, or communicating as if your life depends on it. Part of this will be ensuring that you recognize the enormous responsibility of carrying messages out into the world. It hardly matters whether this communiqué happens in our living room or across radio waves – if we say it, we need to be able to stand by it.

This transit also has to do with being a part of a community and striking the right tone as a matter of true respect and not just paying lip service. During the Saturn in Capricorn retrograde, eek out some mental space to sit down and grade yourself on your progress thus far. Writers and communicators can use this time most beneficially to edit manuscripts, proposals, and pitches, ensuring that anything with your name on it meets the highest standard possible.

Sagittarius (and Sagittarius Rising)
Things have been looking up for Sagittarians: you’ve been happily released from the indentured servitude from Saturn, who occupied your sign from mid-2015 until late 2017. With a world of useful wisdom acquired during these transits, there are new lessons appearing on the horizon as Saturn travels through your second house of earned income.

It’s time to get serious about your source of funds, pronto. New pressures may have arrived, constraining your earnings, or you may be slowly building towards new ways of making it rain. Whichever scenario applies, Sag is uniquely positioned to use the Saturn retrograde in Capricorn as a review of all things finance: dollars, dineros, bitcoins – if you can name it, it’s time to count and account for it.

Capricorn (and Capricorn Rising)
The pressure’s off, for now, dear Sea-Goats. With Saturn transiting your sign, and your first house, you may have been feeling the cold burn of Saturn as he compressed your vitality and forced you to face up to uncomfortable home truths about who you are (versus who you wish you were). The good news is that with a little bit of elbow grease and a dash of humility, this transit will fortify your sense of self and set you up for success, especially in the face of adversity.

Now that Saturn is in retrograde, it’s as if he has back turned to you. Though that may feel like the cat’s away and the mice can play, in reality, mean-daddy Saturn has a set of eyes in the back of the head. Whatever you do, don’t lose focus now; while Saturn’s power is on the wane, let your self-stewardship take an even more serious turn.

Aquarius (and Aquarius Rising)
The part of your chart currently hosting Saturn, the twelfth house, is sometimes jokingly referred to as the dustbin of the natal chart. That, however, quite significantly underscores the seriousness of this part of the chart, which can deal with acts of self-sabotage, retreat, isolation, and the murky waters of our subconscious. With Saturn here, you may find yourself withdrawing from external life or knee-deep in serious self-study.

As part of the Saturn in Capricorn retrograde, you may reconsider the different coping mechanisms you have in place to deal with the ups and downs of life. If you have any doubts about your style of self-soothing, the best bet would be to find a reliable guide to help you on your way – all the better if this person is Saturnine: serious, accomplished, and paternal.

Pisces (and Pisces Rising)
All levels of your personal connections are about to get a once-over under the watchful eyes of Saturn. As he entered your eleventh house of friends and groups late last year, you may have found yourself weighing up the value of certain friendships. Some likely feel more parts burdensome than bountiful, or you may find yourself retracting from group settings altogether.

During the Saturn retrograde in Capricorn transit, revisit the privilege of human connection, and decide which ones are worth the work, and which are on their way out. Equally, if you define yourself in any way with a collective effort, there may be a powerful revisitation of your attachments and responsibilities to the group, whether those be political or personal.


By Lee Coleman

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Your Love Horoscopes for the Week of April 28

Sarah Bartlett, Astrologer

From The Astrology Room


The ‘dark of the moon’ occurs just before the new crescent moon appears in the sky. This is a time of waiting, of feeling that we are about to give both to something, unsure of what that actually is.

So with a sigh of relief, the new moon in Taurus this week, heralds a creative surge of energy. In fact, by the end of the week, we will all feel that sense of a new beginning, romantic opportunity or simply a new way to redress an old problem.



A few months back, did you wonder if your hopes and dreams would ever come true? So how will this week’s planetary line-up effect you, and how will you know what to expect? Well with a little self-reflection you will know that deep down inside, feelings never go away, but new ones are about to change your life for the better.




This week, thanks to the new moon in your own sign, you can start to breathe fresh romantic air if single, or complete the next stage to mutual understanding, if attached. There is a part of you which has changed for the better, so it’s up to you to be realistic, it’s up to you to put your foot down where it hasn’t been before, and it’s up to you to make a plan for long-term contentment.




This week, the planets make you realise that you hold the future in your own hands. You can free yourself from the chains of thinking ‘what might have been’ or ‘what if’. This week, ‘If only I had done that’ flips to ‘let’s move on and leave the past behind.’ Time to let passion and love return to your life.





Are you juggling your lifestyle around family and work and not really thinking much about love? Or do you just want romance and nothing but? This week, the cosmos gives you the strength to tell partners, colleagues or loved ones what your real relationship goals are. So communicate those ideas, and soon all you seek will be yours.




This week, find joy through your love relationships but don’t assume it all leads to permanent bliss. Whether it’s fun with the one you love, or with someone new, right now, there is an adventurous air to all you do and say.




You begin to realise that in all the mess that love is, there is no-one to blame. So show that you can turn the tables, you can recreate the romance and the heady anticipation of love’s first rewards, and simultaneously show that love is about moving forward, not going back.




For quite some time now you’ve been unsure of one love interest. You projected your hopes and desires onto someone else, and now they can’t carry this image for you any more. They’re just themselves. Can you love this person for who they are, not what you want them to be?




An irritating doubt that someone or something has let you down turns into a realisation that it’s just an illusion generated by your own desires. Suddenly, you’re no longer just a nomad on love’s crazy pathways, and you are no longer travelling to avoid yourself, you’re journeying towards better relating.




You may be moody and want more than you already have, but you’re also passionate and loyal. And it’s this apparent contradiction in yourself which others find hard to understand. The only answer you can give right now is to tell those who cannot see the truth about you, that sometimes challenging love, can make the world a happier place.




This week get out and about and take a chance on new romance. In fact, you’re suddenly propelled into thinking and acting in a very different way from the past. So take control of the future and create something beautiful. Honour your desires, rather than try to avoid them.




Well, either you’re absolutely infatuated with someone and can’t stop thinking about them, or, you don’t want to be trapped in a relationship and can’t for the life of you work out why. You feel stuck behind a closed door. But the key to the lock is in your hand. Dare you use it?




When you see a vision of what could be, don’t ignore it; when you touch someone’s deeper feeling and know there is a way forward, don’t judge them, or yourself, nor let go of that touching. Love with the light of yourself, rather than in the shadow of someone’s expectations. You will soon be set free on the pathway to happiness.



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Your Horoscopes for the Week of April 29th

Claire Petulengro, Celebrity Astrologer 

From The Astrology Room


ARIES (March 21st-April 20th)

You miss one hundred per cent of the shots you don’t take Aries. Oh, I know you were frozen by fear earlier in the year, but now that you’ve acclimatised, I think you know its time to dust yourself off, get back up and get on with life. Geminis link to a path which can bring inspiration to your professional life. Ring now for a romantic revelation to surprise.


TAURUS (April 21st-May 21st)

Finances come to the fore and you may find yourself having to juggle finances, you usually find easier to source. New business ideas form the base for a better future, but don’t rush what needs to be done. Attention to detail is EVERYTHING. Try not to leave work, which would be better tied up ahead of schedule. Ring right now for your week in full.


GEMINI (May 22nd-June 21st)

I know you want to see someone who means a lot to you. However, the aspects tell me that your world is moving at a slightly slower pace than others, so try to show patience. An ex comes to mind with a financial matter. Just make sure you are not being emotionally manipulated as you were last year. Ring now to move on from worries quickly.


CANCER (June 22nd-July 23rd)

You have a lot of plans, but you also know that in order to have the longevity to your success you desire, you need the support of those you love and rely on. Use Tuesday and Thursday to have that long overdue talk. By showing your most mature attitude, you can stay in control of all that’s transpiring. Ring now for more on life and love.


LEO (July 24th-August 23rd)

If you want something new, then you have to stop doing something old. You have spent much of this year, being a victim of emotional blackmail and it’s time to stop. Phone calls and texts Wednesday, cover a lie. Beware! You would be far better to go to the source when seeking facts and figures. Ring now for focus and understanding.


VIRGO (August 24th-September 23rd)

Your element of earth, is making it hard for you to feel enthusiastic about plans which others have. This could cast you in a selfish light if you don’t do something, to show you are putting others on an equal footing. Your element of earth brings out your need to ask questions about the past. Ring right now to better understand your family.


LIBRA (September 24th-October 23rd)

Have you forgotten something important Libra? You may want to check your diary, as aspects tell me that you could be missing out on seeing some of your favourite people. Plans for next month require a financial deposit, sooner than you think. Impromptu offers hold the key to opening your heart and learning to trust again. Ring now for answers.


SCORPIO (October 24th-November 22nd)

Once you free yourself from the need for perfect acceptance it’s a lot easier to begin work that matters. New friends come via work connections and make your week a more fun place to be. Time to stop thinking someone can affect you who you no longer even see. Move on, as aspects tell me they already have. Ring to find out more about your future.


SAGITTARIUS (November 23rd-December 21st)

There is a really competitive air to your chart which could see you trying to cut corners which will affect others work or reputation. Try not to do this, as it could come back on you tenfold. Love makes you really think what you want long term this weekend. Ring now to hear how instant attractions are unstoppable.


CAPRICORN (December 22nd-January 20th)

You may not feel like you are making much progress, but the things that are going on behind the scenes are sure to please you once they unravel. Trust in those you love and trust in yourself to make the impossible possible this year. Check financial figures, they’re likely to me more flexible than you originally thought. Ring now to be the best you possible.


AQUARIUS (January 21st-February 19th)

You only find your limits by pushing them and you know, as I do, that what you want is going to mean you really giving one hundred and ten per cent. Can you do this? Yes, you can. So, don’t pretend otherwise. Items you buy this week prove how much more positive you’re feeling about your ‘situation.’ Ring now so I can help to build you up again.


PISCES (February 20th-March 20th)

Don’t even think about quitting the things you have started, as just when you had given up on getting support, you are about to be pleasantly surprised. Geminis link to a new social path beckoning, which is sure to take years off of you. The quiet spell you feel the need to take, is for you to connect your head with all your heart is feeling. Ring to find closure.



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Your Weekly Karmic Report for April 28 – May 4

Weekly Forecast: April 28 – May 4, 2019

The Karmic Tools Weekly Forecast covers the current planetary transits which affect people in different ways and to various degrees of intensity. Take notice when it is a Personal planet (Sun / Moon / Mercury / Venus / Mars) interacting with a Social (Jupiter/Saturn) or Collective planet (Uranus / Neptune/Pluto). And pay extremely close attention when it is a Social planet interacting with a Collective planet because that means something *big* is brewing that will move large groups of people along their evolutionary paths. Tuning in to the energy and rhythm of the planets can serve as a useful *guide* as you move along your Individual Path. It also helps to understand your place within the context of the larger Social & Collective Story. Below, you will find out how these energies tend to manifest, as well as guidance and direction.

*NOTE*  There are some days when there are NO CONTACTS (besides the Moon), please note that there are no missing entries, we just list the actual Activations of each week + the day they happen.

Weekly Forecast:April 28 – May 4, 2019

5/1 ~ Mercury (expression) ~sextile~ Mars (passion): 

This is a healthy selfish energy (aka self-preservation). Do not hold back this week. If you have a big dream or serious goal you have been working toward, then this is the time that may attract the assistance you need from the Universe. This is definitely a “work” energy, however, it brings with it the caveat that it is best if you work alone on something important to you. No one else is (or ever will be) as dedicated to your goal as YOU will be, nor should you expect them to be. You are now connected to the extra energy it takes to push your goals to the next level, bringing you a sense of accomplishment while outlining the next tasks to be done. Opportunities present themselves all the time, all you have to do is be ready!! If you are given the opportunity to make a presentation, go for it! Your clarity, energy & enthusiasm will be unmatched and that’s what people respond to. Don’t choose this time to be “shy” or doubt that you’re ready – you are definitely ready … otherwise you wouldn’t be here!! One of my favorite sayings is: “At the moment of commitment, the Universe conspires to assist you!” It’s time to decide if you are committed and how truly committed you are, to your own success.

5/1 ~ Mercury (communication/expression) ~square~ Saturn (limits/reality):

This energy is good for deep thinking rather than negotiating with others as it is more of a solitary energy making communications with others a little harder than usual. You may feel like people don’t understand what you’re trying to convey or that you’re coming across more negative than positive. This is not a good energy for business negotiations unless every detail is very clear to all involved. This energy makes you most critical of your Self, but it could trickle over onto others as well. Beware of a tendency toward apathy, pessimism and/or depression, that’s Saturn & Mercury, which makes it more mental than literal. Try to stay focused on all the blessings that you do have and all that you have accomplished instead of what’s still on the list of things to do (in life). This energy is not intended to make you feel bad about all the things left yet to do, but encourage you to begin the necessary steps and be okay with small measures of progress for now. This energy just makes you focus on the practical side of manifesting. Clear the mental & emotional debris, and begin to lay a new, clean, solid foundation beneath your goals and strategize about the details of bringing it to fruition.

5/2 ~ Mercury (ideas, thoughts & concepts) ~square~ Pluto (rebirth & transformation):

This energy is a tough, yet powerful one. Its Highest expression would be to focus on your inner deep-dig, discovery & development. It enables you to look beneath the surface to some core drives and gain some valuable insights and thus, choose a plan of action based on your findings. You will want to know all the hidden meanings behind decisions you’ve made or want to make soon. Dig – you will find more than you think you’re ready for, but apparently the Universe thinks differently! Pay attention and try not to worry about what anyone else thinks or believes. This energy’s flip-side is to make you obsess over one particular idea and try to force others to your way of thinking. That is a bottomless pit – you cannot truly change the way other people think – you can only change the way you thinkand hope it enlightens others along the way … and it will, for those who are tuned in to your level. Try to only focus on you and your direction.

5/2 ~ Mercury (learning & mind) ~trine~ Jupiter (education & consciousness):

This energy is great for expanding your mind, learning something new or taking a class. It’s time to plan for the future and start getting organized. However, you may feel less disciplined and more creative, which is fine in the beginning, but eventually focus & discipline will have to be engaged to ground your new ideas, thoughts or concepts. You have to ask your Self, ‘How bad do you want it?’ If you are self-aware, awake & alert, you will be able to see (and seize) the opportunities as they present themselves. It may ‘appear’ to be luck, but it’s really more that you were in alignment with the Cosmos, present & positive, and ultimately, able to trust & follow your instincts. Practice, there is no perfection. Being optimistic & looking for opportunity in every experience will magnetize the positive and naturally repel the negative, leading right where you want to be! Take advantage of this good energy to connect to whatever it is you are trying to create in your life at this time.

May 2019 Ascension Energies – Becoming Change

May 2019 Ascension Energies – Becoming Change

The accompanying video to this article can be found here.

April Review

April’s energy of Future Forecasting was preparing us to learn to balance the power of the present moment and manage our natural creativity, which is a future potential. As the second quarter of 2019 clarifies our neutrality (moving from fear to Love), we are learning to balance opposites within so that new creation forms.

In this way we spiral into a new level rather than spinning around the same path that may seem a little different, but it’s not really. So many are resistant to change, that they convince themselves they’re changing, but it’s a new facade on the same old building.

As a Lightworker, you are naturally focused on the subtle, inner changes that initiate deep transformation for the human experience. You are Lighting the way for more of the inherent divinity to express.

April helped us navigate the inner realm changes so that we are creating a new energetic structure that sustains new form. We become the connection of Love that allows new form for the future, now.

Becoming Change

The energy of May is Becoming ChangeWe are at a point of movement that is calling us to our highest potential. The powerful quote from Gandhi, “Be the change you want to see in the world” is such a beautiful reminder of our action creating, and our beingness as the attractor and reactor that catalyzes deep change. The Law of Resonance in action.

I was shown the name of God Moses was given, that is often translated simply as “I Am That I Am” evolving into the clearer translation of “I Am Becoming That Which I Am Becoming.” I Am Becoming is a present progressive/present continuous form of the verb which shows the present moment continually moving into new creation. The definitive state of I Am, and the potential of Becoming, continually meeting in the movement of the present through time.

I Am Becoming That Which I Am Becoming

This clearer translation has been available before, yet the simpler translation became more accepted because it matched our third chakra understanding better. We are now evolving into a higher density of fourth chakra connection, honoring the constant state of creation that the heart/Love brings. We are magnetizing more consciously, electrifying our world with more Love.

Surrendering into Change

I was shown an exercise to support the May energies that I have (most often, begrudgingly) used in my own life.

“I surrender my will to divine will.”

Notice any resistance (non-neutrality) you may have to this as you allow new layers of the truth of surrender to teach you your capability to create. Resistance isn’t a bad thing, it’s just showing you some fear of the flow of change.

Surrendering your will is not about giving up, it is about letting go of the unhealthy control that limits  or constricts you. It is a willingness to allow change. Surrendering your will to Divine Will is letting go of the unhealthy control of your human will to yourbroader Divine Will.

You are divine. Your divinity is connected with All of Life. You are allowing (surrendering) your Divine Will to lead you with a broader perspective of Love.

The longer version of this exercise, if you are finding some resistance, is “I surrender my human will to my divine will, ” or any variation of that which helps you let go of unhealthy control and open to your divine flow.

I repeat this to myself when I am noticing fear or resistance creating discomfort. It usually inspires tears of release and I become more neutral to what I’m experiencing. This in turn allows change more easily.

The Truth of Surrender

To understand the higher truth of surrender and divine will is an ascended state of being, yet rather natural to those that are sensitive to the pain of control and domination.

Surrender is often associated with weakness. Indeed, for those that only focus in the physical, there is evidence of that. Surrender was only for those that lost the battle, that were weaker and not as strong as the victor that won by overpowering. This is a truth but it’s not the whole truth for those with eyes to see.

The active force is the force that initiates consumption. This is not a bad force, it is just a function of physicality.  For example, the act(ion) of breathing sustains your life in the physical. This is the active force.

But there is another force of creation in the physical realm that is not as obvious, it is the passive force.

For those only focused in physical, it seems the passive force is the weakness that was consumed by the victor. But the passive force is the invisible magnetism that compels change. It is so inherently strong that it does not need to overpower to sustain, it merely compels and awaits resonance. yet consumption still occurs, it is a function of change.

The passive force is the pull that compels with a field of neutrality that softens the action of consumption—be it it’s own or another’s—for the two always occur. Change effects all, invisibly and visibly. To see beyond the obvious creates a deeper understanding of consumption, surrender and new creation. Those that overpower do not often see the inevitable flow of freedom that oppression creates. It’s usually not immediate, yet it is inevitable through time.

This is the deeper truth of surrender. It is the ability to trust the flow of life as you let go of unhealthy control. You still take action in life. You are allowing the wisdom of your divinity to lead rather than just the human ego. As you open to your divine will, you are allowing universal laws to integrate into your physicality. The spiral of Life ascends.

Being and Becoming

Being is a state of openness and deep awareness. It is a powerful willingness to experience the fullness of your Life. Being has the effect of stillness as it releases the friction of time. Which leads to becoming—an openness to the eternal movement and change. Becoming is a deep awareness of your capability that allows the flow of change to continue its spiraling.

These two opposites are the two opposing flows of the spiral that meet in your heart. You are creating a new you that begins to compel new experience into your life. The Law of Resonance in action.


Creation is change, and change is constant in the physical realm as we move through time. The throat chakra stood out strongly for May energies. It is our chakra of manifestation, as we focus our desires into the physical. But the throat chakra is not just the words we speak or don’t speak, it represents creation beginning in the physical realm. A painter painting with their hands is using throat chakra energy.

Look for any symptoms of coughing, throat clearing, tightness or lack of expression clearing. There may be times of feeling like communication is easing with those it may not have been as easy with in the past, or a feeling of more comfort in the silence that expresses volumes without words.

You are opening your creativity, Forecasting your Future with more mastery, rather than the fear of trying to control your words so the universe doesn’t shove something your way that you don’t want. It’s time to let go of that unhealthy throat chakra control and open to your creativity so your expression abounds.

For many this is letting go of the suppression that was learned from the misuse of power that created fear of expression.

Fear is what you are letting go of. You are surrendering your human fears that led to control, into the wisdom of your divine will—the willingness to allow Love to grow more readily on Earth through you.

These are exciting times of change, not necessarily easy times of change. As change increases it’s pace, use that natural spiral function to go within, focusing your inner realm into a resonance of strength and love that magnetizes new potentials to you and through you.

Happy May!

Your Daily Cosmic Calendar for April 30


Let key dreams, promptings or omens illuminate your thought process and dissipate emotional stress in the early hours as the moon makes its monthly conjunction with Neptune in Pisces (3:34 a.m.). This imagination-enriching rapport can help to neutralize some of yesterday’s overdose of shadowy vibes coming from Saturn motionless. Two thumbs-up and nurturing signals from the cosmos include Ceres trine Vesta (1:59 p.m.) and Venus (9:00 p.m.) both in fire signs—pointing toward a Venus-Vesta conjunction that becomes exact early tomorrow.

While the feminine goddess celestial bodies seem to be relating well to one another and Mercury forms a supportive, 60-degree connection with Mars (11:39 p.m.), an assortment of disagreeable sky patterns is also making waves. A 12 hour void lunar twilight zone in Pisces begins at 2:58 p.m. and intrudes into Wednesday when the moon enters fiery Aries at 3:25 a.m. Plus, Mercury forms a tense contra-parallel with Neptune 10:44 p.m. and then squares Saturn at 1:51 a.m. tomorrow.

The start of May will also include Mars-Saturn and Uranus-Neptune challenging aspects—not exactly rolling out the welcome mat to earthlings still struggling after a double-dose of Pluto and Saturn stations and the start to their retrograde adventures. Therefore, brace yourself for a not-so-friendly landing on the shores of the fifth month of 2019.

[Note to readers: All times are calculated for Pacific Daylight Time. Be sure to adjust all times according to your own local time so the alignments noted above will be exact for your location.]

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