
I just wanted to drop you a quick note and say Thank You! Thank you to all of you who have either made a purchase from Magickal Necessities or made a donation to helping save my property. I wanted to let you know that I guess I am the only witch in the world that believes in miracles now. Miracles from our Divine Mother and Goddess. I went to bed last night with one thing on my mind, asking the Goddess for Her help. I remember going to sleep and telling her, “I needed Her now more than ever. Please, Please, help me!” She does answer prayers. I woke up this morning and checked our PayPal account and we are only $200.00 away from being able to pay the taxes on the two properties. Yesterday it was $1215.00, today it is only $200.00 from being able to be paid. If that ain’t an answer to a prayer, I don’t know what is.
I can never, ever express my gratitude to each of you. You have always been there when I have needed you and I am so very grateful for that. I wrote a thank you note yesterday to an individual who had contributed. In that thank you note, I told him after Mystie had passed everything had went down hill. I lost my best friend and sister, I lost my home, I almost lost my life, I have a dog now that suffers from the smoke inhalation and now the possibility of losing the office and my property where my home was to be rebuilt. It was a lot to bear and it is still a lot to bear. I told him I had asked the Goddess why all of this had happened to me. What had I done all so wrong? I got my answer, it was to make me stronger. But even the strongest people in the world need a support system. It is very difficult to feel strong when you feel like you are the only person in the world, all by yourself and carrying the burden of everything on your shoulders.
I found out I wasn’t alone. That is thanks to all of you. I have people who are worried about me. They are wondering if I am alright, is there something wrong. They don’t know the things I have kept bottled up. One of the biggest was the possibility of losing our property. I know deep down I have changed, perhaps I am growing stronger and learning humility at the same time. I know my strength comes from each of you. Without your love, support and caring, I don’t know what I would do. You will never know how much I depend on you and how much I love you. It means the world to me to know that you do care about me and love me. I draw my strength from you. You are my rock. My head hasn’t been screwed on right since the fire. It is something to think someone wanted to kill you. I hope you never have to experience that. But I am coming to terms with that, if you ever can. I believe the fog is starting to lift and I am slowly getting back to normal or whatever normal is for me.
I always want to make my personal postings to you, short and sweet but……when I get started, I don’t know when to stop. So I will stop for now. I wanted to thank each of you for your love and support. Let you know how much it means to me. The merchandise in the store is going fast, very fast. If you would like to make a purchase, please do so. If you would like to make a donation, it would be greatly appreciated. Either way, in this situation, your help is great appreciate because you are saving my rump. Thinking about losing the property that my home was going to be rebuilt on was killing me. I miss that place so bad. The house might be gone but the memories will always be there. That piece of earth holds a lot of good memories for me, especially the ones of Mystie. I can’t wait till the day they tell me the house is rebuilt and I can go home again. I believe I will kiss the ground when that day comes. I thought there for a bit I was going to lose that dream like so many things I have lost in the past few months. Now I see there is hope and a light at the end of the tunnel. That is thanks to everyone of you. Without you, my dream of ever returning home would not have happened. So you talking about one grateful witch, I am that indeed. They say there is no place like home and they are right. All I know is I want to go home and start living again.
Ok, enough with that, I am starting to cry, just thinking about the day I do get to go home. So let’s get this show on the road, what’cha say?
I Love you and thank you,
Lady of the Abyss

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