Good morning, my very precious family & friends. I wanted to take a moment to thank each of you for your love and prayers during my time of loss. There are way too many of them to responds to each. I hope if you are one of those individuals that personally emailed me or left comments are reading this. Your words of comfort, prayers and blessings mean the world to me. I would ask that you continue to keep Razzy and myself in your prayers, please.
I am not going to lie, this has been the worse week in my live. Tomorrow, it will be a week since Kiki passed. A week seems like an eternity. I still look for her. I expect her to be following me to the kitchen. I expect her to be waiting outside the shower for me when I get out. I believe the hardest is not having her waiting for me on the other side of the door when I get home. Home now is very, very empty and a place I try not to spend much time at.
She was given a funeral and was buried under a big shade tree out in the backyard. I put one of my pentagrams in her little tiny paws along with a favorite toy and bone. Her grave is where I can look out my bedroom window and see her. She is checked on daily. A concrete slab was fashioned on top of her grave so the coyotes couldn’t get to her. That would absolutely kill me.
The sudden outburst of crying still occur. I ask the Goddess and the Morrighan to replace my sad thoughts to those of the happy memories I have of her. I also asked both of these dear Ladies to give me strength and comfort. I know with their help and your prayers it will ease but it will never totally go away. A piece of heart is buried with my dear precious Kiki. A piece I don’t want back it was hers and it belongs with her.
I wanted to say thank you before we get started this morning. I ask again for your continue prayers and prayers that I get through this morning. Everywhere I look are reminders of her, I don’t won’t them removed nor do I want to ever forget her.
Thank you my precious family, I can never put into words how I feel about each of you.
I Love You,
Lady A
Witches Of The Craft® 
O boy, i am so so sorry for your sad loss Lady A. You have been there for me when i was in need of a shoulder to cry on, and so i am here for you. From this day forward, i promise to pray for you and hope your days become more bearable as time goes on. The loss of a much loved one resonates in our hearts for such a long time, that i do know. You are in my prayers Lady A. Love and the best of wishes,
Red xxx
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I have had enough lost in my life that I know what you say is very true. Just something this time seems to be making a dull-aching hole in my heart. Perhaps it is because I am getting older and really truly understand how precious life is. Her passing was so sudden. I actually thought we have made progress in her treatment and then for her to just go. It was shock, pure shock. I will always be here for you no matter what. I appreciate your prayers and I can definitely tell you they are much needed. Thank you again, sweetie.
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Lady A, You are in my thoughts and Prayers. May you be comforted by the Goddess.
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Thank you, Steven. It means a lot to me to know that I have such dear and caring friends. Thank you for being one of them.
Lady A
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Sweet One, the strength of your sorrow is the mark of the joy you had with Kiki. You are strong. If you can handle that depth of sorrow, you are strong. You are one lucky girl to have experienced that kind of joy. I keep you and KiKi and Razzy in my thoughts.
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Thank you so much for your words of comfort. Just keep me in your thoughts that I make it through this day without too many tears.
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