I saw this and it brought tears to my eyes. The wolf pictured here looks just exactly like my dear sweet Mocha. I had her for 15 years and had to have her put to sleep. If anyone or anything deserves wings, she does. I hope and pray this is the way she looks on the other side. Rest in peace, my dear sweet baby!
Witches Of The Craft® 
omg.. it did it again.. I posted a long posting giving you a super update and I see it didn’t post.. argh… I’m perplexed 😦
Ok.. not everything I posted the other day.. but a bit of it.. again.. I’m on facebook as celtie Stevenson.. that’s never changed.. I’ve been on your website here several times.. I couldn’t post because I’d forgotten my log in and password.. i’m going to try and not forget it again but hey.. I don’t guarantee anything.. I have a fantastic forgetter. As for how I’m doing.. well. For the most part I guess I’m ok.. awfully tired because my house is so chaotic.. I went from 2 people living here.. and you know hubby rarely pays any attention to me so I again I’ve been basically alone.. which has been my life.. to be alone.. and then suddenly having 5 people living here.. Becky and the kids have been living here for 2 years now. And you know me.. I’m not used to so much activity.. I’m not used to not having any privacy.. I have none.. zilch.. nadda.. and for me that’s hard. However, that being said.. I would NOT want Becky going back to her ex..
Hubby and I.. well.. about 3 months ago I confronted him about having his membership on Plenty of Fish.. he denied it.. I told him I saw his 3 pictures on there.. he denied it. I described all the pictures.. and he denied it.. I told him Mary told me about how you contacted her.. and he denied it.. I told him I knew about him also having other dating site memberships.. he denied that to.. and I told him I knew about him being on a site called f-c-buddyfinder.com.. and he denied that as well.. I told him I didn’t believe him.. that he’d been denying me love, affection, attention for 14 years.. at first he said it was because of my back trouble.. to which I responded that’s bullcrap.. he then said it’s because he suspected me of cheating on him.. I lost my marbles.. I’ve never cheated on anybody ever in my life.. anyway.. I know he can use his cellphone to go on his smut dating sites.. he doesn’t use his laptop anymore for that.. I don’t believe he’s suddenly stopped.. but he’s been treating me .. kinder.. but that doesn’t mean I trust him.. ooooh noooo…
Let see if it sends THIS time…
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Ah honey.. not another one.. my heart goes out to you.. you know, it’s been 2 years and I still miss Fiona every single day. I’ve never *gotten over it.. or her*.. drives me nuts when people say.. she was *just a cat.. you’ll get over it” she wasn’t an it.. she is my heart.. she loved me and I love her .. we were inseparable.. we understood each other.. I realize I sound like I’m off my nut but Fiona really was a big part of my life.. 14 years wasn’t long enough.. I have Kolleen ( a main coon cat) and Penelope.. a feral tabby.. they aren’t anything like Fiona.. Kolleen is pretty.. and I know she loves me.. in her own way.. she won’t sit on my lap, she doesn’t like to be held.. she’ll sit on the sofa beside me, or at my feet on the floor. She likes to be petted and fussed over but at a distance. Penny, she’ll sit up on my lap but hates to be picked up.. they aren’t Fiona. I love them.. but in a different way. I feel some kind of closeness to Kolleen.. but it’s different. Kit honey I really am so sorry that you’re hurting.. we love them so much but are allowed such a short amount of time with them. My hope is that your loved one doesn’t suffer.. and that your suffering isn’t for to overly long.. I love you honey..
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So where the heck has you been? I use to go over to Facebook and I can’t even find you there anymore. I stay here on WordPress because it is familiar ground. Or home is where the heart is and this is my home. I wish you would make it yours. Kiki has congestive heart failure. I had to take her to 5 different vets before they figured out what was wrong with her. I still don’t believe she has heart failure. I kept her alive for 6 months without any assistance from any of the vets. All they did was have their fingers stuck up their ass. With the help of the Goddess, Morrighan and Hecate, I have managed to keep her breathing and active. All of the vets are amazed that she has lived this long. They tell me, one with heart failure should only life 6 months, hmm! Some of them I have even gave my potions to so they could give them to their patients. Kiki is comfortable but she does have moments when it is touch and go. Those times I cry and I also do a blood sacrifice for her life. It all seems to be working for now. I love her to pieces and I believe with the help of the Divine Ladies she will be around for a little bit more. It will break my heart when she does pass. I don’t think a thing about you feeling the way you do about Fiona. I know how very special she was too you. I still cry about Mocha. Razputin is a different story. She is the bobcat and she has a wild streak in her that I will never break nor would I won’t too. That is what saved her life from our lovely neighbors. She lets you love her when she wants to be loved. She weighs 40 pounds now and has a tendency to jump on the back of my neck and just lay down. Hell, that big hog nearly breaks my neck when she does that. Mystie took a pic of her around my neck. Razzy’s head was hanging down on one side and her big butt was hanging from the other. You could hardly see my face for her. I honestly don’t know when Kiki passes if I can bring another animal in here or not. Razzy is super protective of Kiki and loves her with all her heart. When Kiki has a spell, Razzy comes a running. She will sit and wait till Kiki is ok and then she goes back to her room. Yes, her room. She has turned the old library into her room and she stays in there during the day. At night, she comes and crawls in bed with me. It is definitely a bed full, Kiki, Razzy, and me.
So where have you been? I have been thinking a lot about you recently. Is there something wrong? I have also seen a lot of screaming hawks recently. I was wondering if Hawk was ok. I miss the crap out of all of y’all. I wish you would let me know how you are doing. I just have this feeling something is wrong. Got to run for now,
Love ya, sis,
K
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I wrote out a nice long response.. but it isn’t posting 😦 yet I responded to another post and it worked 😦
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You probably caught WordPress working on the site. When they do their work, it is hard to post, make comments or anything. Most of the time they wait till they are sure we are not on the net. So if you want to try again, now would probably be a good time. I was just worried that something was wrong with you. Is there?
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Honey I understand how you feel with Kiki.. my heart goes out to you.. it’s awful how they can’t be with us forever.. live their life along with ours until the end.. I have a candle lit for your baby.. and for you.. and I’m sending comfort healing strength and peace.. and when her time comes.. that she will pass gently.. I’m so sorry.. your a powerful witch.. and I know you don’t want her to suffer.. just watch for those signs as well.. we never want our precious babies to suffer.. I still cry for Fiona.
Honey I think of you so often.. and I wonder what you’re doing with your life.. are you happy, content, are you doing alright? are you having struggles or troubles.. I love and miss you so much..
LoveyaBunches Darling Sister
celtie
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So I see you gave WordPress another try, lol! The WOTC is one of their fastest growing and popular sites, so they try to keep it running right all the time. Now if they could just figure out how to keep me running right, things would be great! I appreciate your prayers for Kiki and myself. Goddess knows I need them at times. As long as I have a breathe left in me, I won’t give up on her. When one things doesn’t seem to be working, another idea pops into my head about what to try next. I honestly believe it is Morrighan or the Goddess popping those ideas in there. I have talked, prayed and begged to both of the Ladies. I have even asked them to let her go peacefully in her sleep when it is her time to go. She is so little, I just have a hard time believing how old she really is. She is 13 years old and looks like a little puppy. She weighs 5 pounds so you can imagine how she looks. I just can’t bear to let her go right now and I will definitely keep fighting for her. You keep the prayers a’coming, please!
I am doing fine. Everything right now is going great but that is always subject to change at a minutes notice. The last time I heard from you, you were having some personal problems and then I didn’t hear anything. I looked for you on FB and couldn’t find you. I was wondering what the heck happened to you. Are you alright? I know you mentioned house problems and that was it, no more Celtie. What happened? Are you ok? How’s the hubby doing? You had me worried to death especially when I could find you on FB. Perhaps I wasn’t looking in the right place but I couldn’t find you and it drove me crazy. Thanks, like I don’t have enough to drive me crazy, lol!
I have got to run for now. You don’t know how good it is to hear from you. Why don’t you stick around over here for a bit? You might come to actually like WordPress.
Love ya,
A
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Though the picture doesn’t resemble, my beautiful Julie, or Randy, it had the same effect on me, I lost them a year apart on the same day…my babies I’ll always love and miss them….they deserved wigs as well…
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I am so sorry, Nancy. I can’t imagine losing them so close together. The pain must have been unbearable, I am so sorry. It seems we have a deeper connection with our furry children than most. I am getting ready to lose another baby, it is only a matter of time. She has congestive heart failure. When she leaves, I will loose it, I know. I have spent many a night crying and begging the Goddess just to give me one more day with her. They are all precious and very special to us. All of our babies deserves wings, they were our companions, our friends and most of all they loved us unconditionally. What kind of furry babies did you have, if you don’t mind me asking?
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