Lady of the Abyss has been on my mind a lot again lately. For those of you that have joined us after her crossing may not know that she founded WOTC in the 1990s. Breaking the taboo of real witchcraft not the media false type coming into the mainstream vast modern world wide web. Lady A had the website up for sale and I called her expressing I wish I could purchase it. At this time I had a year or two old different website that LAdy A talked me into doing to apprentice those new to The Craft and those wanting to learn more. She asked me many questions about keeping her dream of the Goddesses and Gods were brought out in a true and honest way. Than we went on to talk about other more personal things. As we were getting ready to hang up she said in no uncertain words, “I will give you WOTC because I know you will keep my commitment to the Goddess will be carried on.” To say I was surprise is an understatement as I started crying happy tears we discussed when and how I would take WOTC over. Of course I thanked her during that call many time and making the commitment to her and the Goddess to carry on what she had started so long ago. We talked more often during her last days about WOTC and how to do things on it, very personal things and just enjoyed each others company. Now I think she knew she was going to cross the veil soon but didn’t want to put the “burden” of carrying that knowledge with her. The rest of my journey in accepting she was physically gone took time. I called and she came to me on the first Samhain after her crossing to tell me she will always be with me to guide me in my work on what is her website. Even though it is approximately seven years her spirit crossed the veil she still comes when I get into a confused state on what to post on a given day. I have this same picture of her up at eye level in my office and look at her smiling face often with a thank you for what she gifted me with. When I want to retire I Will be looking for someone to take over and ask them many of the same questions she asked me on that phone call that changed my life.
