I am totally exhausted heart, mind, and spirit. I need some time away to decide if I want to continue working about 7 – 9 hours a day, 7 days a week, for approximately $0.33 per hour or not. Posting is just one part of what I do daily. I also answer emails from people and my students, I hold monthly chats and Sabbat gatherings with my students as well. This is that part of my duty that gives me I great joy to do! Then there is the magazine that I put out on my own.
Add in our Dreamer who is rapidly declining in her quality of life, housework, and everything else I have going on with no real days off in almost 2 years which is leading me to somekind of breakedown. I am bone tired and ready to just quit the world for a few days.
I am going to take the next few days to decide where I am going from here if I can keep doing WOTC just as a labor of love because I made a promise to Lady Abyss to carry on her work or if I am going to put it up for sale. See you in a few days when I make my decision and we know if Dreamer is going to her eternal rest or not.