Posts Until Saturday, June 24th

This is our beautiful Dreamer and in the background is Star these two have become best friends over the last couple of years

Between caring for Dreamer in her last days as our breathing companion and wedding plans I will not have time to do all the regular posts. I will only be posting the daily (for some of my days off only one horoscope will be going up for the daily one but you can click on the link to read the other one) and birthday horoscopes, current moon phase, daily correspondence and a spell which will be going up on the day of instead of the day before. I will also get something up for Litha in the northern hemisphere and Yule in the southern hemisphere.

We have made the very hard and heartbreaking decision to do what is best for Dreamer by sending her across the rainbow bridge on June 22nd hopefully she crosses it at home before then. As I wake up every morning and still see our big baby girl suffering as we will not have the full amount needed for the vet to assist her across the bridge until Big Dawg is paid on the 22nd I find it very hard to concentrate on doing posts or really anything that takes my thoughts away from her except for our wedding day. I am taking the 23rd off to grieve and celebrate Dreamer’s time of living with Big Dawg and then myself. Yesterday we individually told her we want her to cross the bridge to be out of pain and be able to run and enjoy being whatever age she wants to again. Yes, there were many tears mostly sad at watching her quality of life go downhill so quickly and happy ones as we told her about our favorite times with her. I thought you might like to know how Dreamer got her name. As a pup Big Dawg saw she dreamt a lot about running as her legs were always moving in her sleep. So, he gave her the name Dreamer. My nickname for her is Dreamsicle as I love her and creamsicles.

As far as our wedding I am doing the nosegay bouquets and bootiners for it. Along with helping Big Dawg get the last of the papers served that he needs to do by the 21st. We will be getting married at approximately 1:00 PM CDT on June 21st!

This is a very bitter sweet time in our home. I ask again with tears in my eyes for prayers for Dreamer to cross the bridge here at home so her last thoughts are of a place she is familiar with and surrounded by her canine companions as well as Big Dawg and myself.