Well how ya’ doing today? I know I have had a very interesting day. It has been so beautiful here today. The sun shining, the wind blowing, it was definitely a day that was a gift from the Goddess. If it would only stay that way. I opened all the windows, stuck a window fan in on to really catch the breeze. I just dread July and August, the temperatures get up in the 100′s and this place doesn’t have A/C. I should lose weigh by sweating my rump off, lol! I did learn my daughter has bought a new house out in the boonies. But who cares? It has a mother-in-law cottage in the back. It has A/C plus my daughter has a swimming pool and a hot tub, Yeah right! I am not made like that. I like my privacy and I know they do. Now visiting is a different story, lol!
Now let’s talk. When you do a post and it goes through. To the side you have a section telling you have so many members. I noticed today that we had five or six members leave since Friday. I figure it was because of the lack of posting on Saturday and today.
This is for the ones that left and might come back and read. Also those who might be thinking of leaving, I hope you read this. First of all lets talk about the main Ladies you see all the time. There are others that help, believe me. Lets take Mystie for starters. Do you know anything about her besides she is a Witch? If your new you don’t. Let me tell you about her health. She was in a horrible car wreck two years ago. She had a semi hit her head on. She had to be cut out of the car. She was air-lifted and stayed in the hospital (it seemed like forever) I actually don’t remember for how long. She was in a coma for about a week and a half, she had multiple breaks, like both of her legs. When she was released from the hospital. She was very depressed. She could barely walk. Since then she has come a long way. But she has her limitations and needs a break every now and then. Just because she has lots of metal in her, doesn’t make her the bionic woman.
Now about me, I also have my limitation. I know when I have pushed myself to far. You see I am full of metal myself. I have a doctor who is going crazy wanted to put me in two new knees. I have two unexplained growths on my elbow and ankle. But my major problem is my back. I had two surgeries on it. The first one was a quack and the second was a miracle worker. He did a bone graph on three levels of my spine. After that he took screws in my back then metal cages to finish it off. When I sit my back against anything, I can feel every bit of that thru my skin. Every bolt and cage in there. Feels good, baby! NOT! I can only bend over so far. The graph that has set up like concrete gets very heavy when I am tired. It also lets me know when I have done too much. It feels like a knife has run right straight through me. I should also mention stress makes it worse. All my nerves tense up and my back kills me because I also have 87% nerve damage in it. Oh, forgot to mention, I have had both ankles broke and they were not set right.
I am not asking for sympathy or pity. I never want any one to pity me. But I want you to know the truth. Mystie and I have our physical problems but that doesn’t stop us.. Both of us are very bull-headed and determined to make the WOTC the best site on the net. But we are only human. The Elders know that we go and go and never stop. At times, we are worse than the Energizer Bunny, lol! We go and do so much when it finally hits us, we are totally exhausted. Ready to drop. That is when we take the break from the site. It’s not because we don’t give a damn (furthest from the truth). But it is because we have dropped and need to recharge out batteries.
I hope those who have thought about leaving, read this. I know I wrote a book but I have a hard time getting my point across. Now you know the truth. I am sorry we are only humans. But I guarantee you one thing, as long as Mystie and I are here, we will do our damnest to make the WOTC the best site on the net. In fact, that is our goal. You need Pagan, Witchcraft, Wiccan and any other faith, I want you to think of the WOTC first and always. We are very driven individual, we have huge plans for this site and we will accomplish them (even if we do take a day or two off, lol!).